Blissfully. Painfully. Insanity.: August 2011

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Friday, August 26, 2011

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

I don't feel like I can keep writing this stuff down. It's like everything I need to get out, I'm just too exasperated with to even put in the effort to replay it all again and write about it.

Sorry people x/

Currently the living dead

If you want something you've never had before, then you have to do things you've never done before.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

L♥ve reminds me ♥f watermel♥ns x)

I think this is what love feels like.. ?_______? lol

♥

I miss my old friend. Been with me since the beginning...

Depression- The feeling of being hollow. The feeling that something unseen is taking everything away from you and you can do nothing about it, it's just too strong. Alone. Bottomless. On the ground, broken into a million little pieces. It's not sadness, it's the absence of such. You feel dead, emotionless, robotic, poisonous. That is depression.

And I don't feel like that anymore. And as messed up as it is, I kind of miss it. I spent the greater part of my day, if not all, with this thing. I got used to it. It became a familiar face, and now that I only see it for brief moments here and there. It's smaller, weaker, only slightly there.

And you know what, thinking of it now. That thing was fucking horrible. I hated it. I had no control over it. I do now, so it can suck it. Negate this post. ha.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

It just let's me feel what I block out to get through the days

Keep your chin up.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

"Most of us are frightened of dying because we don't know what it means to live" -Krishnamurti

...falling into a new life

I wanna walk up to S***** and casually tell him that I think he's hot and that I've kinda had a thing for him.

Walk tall, chin up, head high, shoulders back... Take myself seriously

Know I'll make it someday

& enjoy the magic of it all

Monday, August 1, 2011