Word's that dont exist in the english language:

L’esprit de escalier: (French) The feeling you get after leaving a conversation, when you think of all the things you should have said. Translated it means “the spirit of the staircase.”
Waldeinsamkeit: (German) The feeling of being alone in the woods.
Meraki: (Greek) Doing something with soul, creativity, or love.
Forelsket: (Norwegian) The euphoria you experience when you are first falling in love.
Gheegle: (Filipino) The urge to pinch or squeeze something that is unbearably cute.
Pochemuchka: (Russian) A person who asks a lot of questions.
Pena ajena: (Mexican Spanish) The embarrassment you feel watching someone else’s humiliation.
Cualacino: (Italian) The mark left on a table by a cold glass.
Ilunga: (Tshiluba, Congo) A person who is ready to forgive any abuse for the first time, to tolerate it a second time, but never a third time.

"If you wanna get with me 
There's some things you gotta know 
I like my beats fast 
And my bass down low "

It's my life and I'm not sitting 

On the sidelines watching It pass me by, 

I'm leaving you my legacy I,

 I gotta make my mark, I gotta run it hard

 I want you to remember me

 'Cause I'm leaving my fingerprints

 I'm leaving my fingerprints

 I'm leaving my fingerprints in the END.

I am so sick of this guy! WTF!?

He has "limited free space", well I didn't want to deal with him either last night but that didn't stop him from being rude to my guests, belittling me, and immaturely displaying his power over me. He is such a bully!

Bul-ly
Noun, plural -lies, verv, -lied, -ly-ing, adjective, interjection
-noun
1. a blustering, quarrelsome, overbearing person who habitually badgers and intimidates those perceived as  "smaller" or "weaker".

Mom, this has nothing to do with you, know that. I'm just done with this person and what he represents in my life.. Done.

truBLOOD

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oh..and also,

"Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall..."

I was posed a question...

"What would you want others to say about you when you are gone?"

This question holds so much power.. I've looked for the past several years, for what I want my life to look like without regarding others, and I've come up with a lot of misdirection, failed "lift-offs", and a false sense of completeness.

I never thought about thinking about what I'd want others to say about me when I was gone, in the context of shaping my life to fit that- using that question as a tool.

So here it is:

I want people to know that I really loved them. Not just an "I love you", but a deep, ineffable, love for them (whoever they may be, I have a lot, but always have room for me ;). I want people to think back, and think that there life was better with me in it. I want them to know I wasn't a waste.

But also, I want to know I wasn't a waste.

I have so much ahead of me, but I'm blind to it all. It's like opening a door to the abyss, I know I'm going into it, I just don't know what I'm going into. And sometimes, that dark room is filled with people who love you, waiting to surprise you on your birthday. But sometimes, I'm not so sure that it will be filled with those people. Sometimes I think that it will just be an empty dark room. Alone. Without any real, positive, impact on this world.

Picture Book Time!!!- 06/06/11