You ever catch yourself wishing that one person would fix everything?

I really fuckin hate you.

I hate that i hate you.

I hate that i hate to hate you.

Im sorry

WE'RE TEENAGERS.

"We're teenagers. We're still learning. Shit happens.

We cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things.

We fall in love and end up getting hurt. We bitch, bitch, BITCH.

We bitch about bitches being bitches. We party till dawn,

we drink till we pass out. We hate people for no reason,

we call each other names. We stay up late having deep

conversations, or stay up late just to think. We go out and

have a kick ass time with our friends and those will be the memories.

One day that's going to all pass. You can waste your 

time focusing on all the bad things, but one day you're gonna

wish you were still a teenage. So make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullsh!t and drama and

LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH A SEXY SMILE ON YOUR FACE."

My world

♥

Fuck this is hard..

Born to die.

Sometimes the road gets rough and I don't know why.

♥

Choose your last words, this is your last time..

"Choose your last words, this is your last time.. because you and I, we were born to die."

Sorry

Sorry I'm not perfect

My Life :):

I'm just sitting in my room, deciding to finally find me again... and to any story, there is a beginning...

Here's my beginning-

I found everything I was working for..

A job:

"Monday, May 23, 2011

I need a job that:

-Keeps me busy

-Challenges me

-Allows me to interact with people as much as possible

-Helps me grow as a person

-Pays enough to start saving for independence

-Is interesting to me"

This job is everything that I asked for... It isn't easy, but it's worth it. Saying that, yes I want some time off, and a raise x) But I like what I do.

It's just hard. I miss my friends, friends that I never really saw before... but at least there was the hope. Now , I feel like going is all I have. The problem is, I haven't been serious about this. I am going, but going in circles- getting no further away then I was before. 

*Remember: Keep going forward, get out of here*

I need to be serious about this. 

Sometimes I miss my old me with my old life

How do you rise above when you just want to sink to their level?

I don't know how I feel anymore

Edging god out

Losing my power house..

My strength is in my light and why I'm covering it up, I have no clue.

But if I can brace myself, if I make it through, I'm promising myself to be better for it.

And I know I'll make it through it, for I'll always have my breath... And if not, well I guess it won't really matter any more now will it?

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