Sorry

Sorry I'm not perfect

My Life :):

I'm just sitting in my room, deciding to finally find me again... and to any story, there is a beginning...

Here's my beginning-

I found everything I was working for..

A job:

"Monday, May 23, 2011

I need a job that:

-Keeps me busy

-Challenges me

-Allows me to interact with people as much as possible

-Helps me grow as a person

-Pays enough to start saving for independence

-Is interesting to me"

This job is everything that I asked for... It isn't easy, but it's worth it. Saying that, yes I want some time off, and a raise x) But I like what I do.

It's just hard. I miss my friends, friends that I never really saw before... but at least there was the hope. Now , I feel like going is all I have. The problem is, I haven't been serious about this. I am going, but going in circles- getting no further away then I was before. 

*Remember: Keep going forward, get out of here*

I need to be serious about this. 

Sometimes I miss my old me with my old life

How do you rise above when you just want to sink to their level?

I don't know how I feel anymore

Edging god out

Losing my power house..

My strength is in my light and why I'm covering it up, I have no clue.

But if I can brace myself, if I make it through, I'm promising myself to be better for it.

And I know I'll make it through it, for I'll always have my breath... And if not, well I guess it won't really matter any more now will it?