I have myself..

I can't trust anyone anymore right now. I don't know how to write about this. I can't describe what got me to where I am in this moment. I wouldn't even know if I tried. 


What I do know is, I've spun around faster and faster. I lost sight of what I knew, I wasn't careful and I fell. Standing back up... I don't see what I left behind. I asked god to push me to where I need to be, and I'm lost now. I don't know where I'm going anymore.